𝗛𝗢𝗪 DOES 𝗧𝗥𝗔𝗨𝗠𝗔 𝗥𝗘𝗦𝗜𝗗𝗨𝗘, 𝗔𝗧 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗕𝗔𝗦𝗘 𝗟𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗟, 𝗔𝗙𝗙𝗘𝗖𝗧 𝗬𝗢𝗨?
At the onset of a sexual assault event, your body and mind are in a state of cognitive dissonance.
There is profound shock of sudden, polar-opposite contrasts of experiences:
𝘀𝗮𝗳𝗲 -> 𝘂𝗻𝘀𝗮𝗳𝗲!
𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗹 –> 𝗻𝗼 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗹!
𝗳𝘂𝗹𝗹 𝗼𝗳 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 -> 𝗳𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗼𝗳 𝗱𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗵!
Your body and mind are in a reaction-only, red-alert mode:
clocking and recording every movement and aspect of the situation.
Warning and defense information that would preclude a future assault, begins uploading into your subconscious and body memory,
The kind of info that intends to -
𝙆𝙀𝙀𝙋 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙑𝙄𝙂𝙄𝙇𝘼𝙉𝙏 𝘼𝙏 𝘼𝙇𝙇 𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀𝙎
𝙆𝙀𝙀𝙋 𝙔𝙊𝙐 𝙎𝘼𝙁𝙀 𝘼𝙏 𝘼𝙇𝙇 𝙏𝙄𝙈𝙀𝙎
This upload could also wreck your life with persistent warnings/alarms of perceived threats that are not real.
▶︎▶︎ 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗕𝗢𝗧𝗧𝗢𝗠 𝗟𝗜𝗡𝗘
The impact of trauma is akin to devastating malware, teaming with bugs and viruses, flooding into your subconscious and body memory.
This malware installs new ‘value sets’ of negative forcing functions such as distorted thinking and abnormal reactions.
You see the world through cloudy lenses and react to cloudy perceptions.
Distorted perceptions cause erratic, internal turmoil that pushes out into every day life.
Drama is, thus, birthed, bulldozing everyone in your path, especially yourself.
And, as life spirals out of control, the exceptional, sharp edge of pain is an ever-present rock in your shoe.
❓Make sense?
❓Are you being side-swiped by trauma coding or another kind of rock in your shoe?